hahas...i just wore all black today..except my white shoes finish sch abit earlier, went home, slack , ate alot junk~ zzz call that chris(fong) thousand times lol he left his phone at home luh hahas went with seb in the end bugis cant find my shirt go wisma cant hais topshop so many ppl patronise im usually the slowest..zzz ok..than hais spend every single cent away the money IM SUPPOSE TO GET MY SHIRT regrets~ hais...WHY!! like omg WTF ok nvm ..what done is done i swear im gona be rich 1stly i wan a better life? who doesnt 2ndly i wana giv my love ones (bros included!) a better life too! 3rdly I WONT HAVE A CHILD if he doesnt have enough and extra to spend alrite...why am i saying this..zz ok went cuppage(AGAIN) lol won every game of pool! happy luh hahs anyways seb was unlucky luh..hahs saw alot ppl ben alvin and friends david and friends ric and brandon and friends got alot luh..hahahas zz they keep commenting about me wearing all black lol took some pic of myself..LOL zz something the girls call it '' camwhore'' isit? not sure but i guess thats what i did.. hahahahahas shall upload them soon huh huh? tml..hais $$$ pls drop from sky oo saw alot things i want..haha im a spendthrift im worst than some girls hot ret pants from topman - $79 + $10(tapper and altar) jacket - $49 (not nessesary luh..i have a damn nice jersey alr) crew neck block Ts - $16 x 2 = $32 belt - $20+? duno new ear accessory - $10? oo hair thing , $50 so total $89+$49+$32+$20+$10+$50 = $241 OMG $241 hahahas my pay duno got enough or not june 17th COM'ON im waiting... alrite tired bye
im a blues addict now.. hahs alrite , pierced back my ear lol and i need $60 to pay my bill...ANY KIND SOUL lend it to me.. shall be returned by next week i just did 200 sit-ups(proud of myself) *pat on my own back* hahas did count but i guess i did about 60 pushups arhs! got keep fit..lol doc say...'' If you dun exercise, cheesun , your world's gona slow down.'' lol .. he say ppl get tired easily when they dun exercise...BULLSHIT! i finish my 200 sit-ups than my push up...i fall on my bed, fell asleep straight 2 hrs lol hais...$60 $60 $60 $60 $60 $60 $60!!!! and i still owe yoricko wtf hais i guess im in trouble you use to take care of my finances do u noe you're the only one i think of at night im living with memories the only good thing God made.. was memories... hais
work up by my aunt today mornin=.= she came into my room...complain the air-con veri cold than i woke up abit.. cause my bed is on the floor(jap style~~ ) i roll onto the floor..not knowing my stomache was bare the floor froze me..and aiya its just damn cold than slack at home roll ard on bed watch some movies online than found anime lol cant believe im watching naruto , but its nice =)) decided to go out bathe come out..almost die super cold quickly put on my sweater(jears) really...i cant believe im that retarded which retard will forget to comb and style his hair like i reach the bus-stop ..than WTF walk to my hairstylist giv $8 (super discounted price) than she touch touch ...push push spray spray...lol wah la~ $8 fly away sibei dulan .. left $12 went town , to my work place take some stuff than something came up slack went home~ like omg...my sales forgot to key if no commission im gona be the korean guy to kill all his classmates while me , my colleage + boss hah! aiya dun care la i got this image for a damn pretty girl in my mind than i met the exact person i thought of~ lol still cant forget hahas hope i see her again~ hahahahas im not kidding , really weird huh =) i'll be the one..
yeap...everyone of us..is sentenced to life it could be sweet ,bitter,harsh,or empty for u rite now.. but face it living isnt easy alrite...thought today's work will be an undesirable 1 but turns out pretty good=)) customer come...nv say much '' i want this 1 , and this 1..erm $150 to get the bag rite? ok i'll take this too'' ''erm i want this,this and that.'' ''OOO BVLGARI! giv me two of it'' '' erm i saw this the other day..giv me two sets of it'' '' can u take me to tour for my perfume? nah on second thought..i'll just take this 1'' '' erm i bought 4 alr...but cant help it , i'm gona get another '' LOL all my customer ''steady'' one..hahahahahahas than my commission!!!$$$$!!! lol ~~ i seh seh alr so happy luh~ and tml i no need work... monday dun need take O level chinese!~~~ best days of my life~~ hahahas chatting with michelle online=)) been awhile since we chatted(lol last nite was the last time) anyways im abit crazy even though its 1.23 in the night ...which means morning...aiya dun la MY WISHLIST 3 shirts that i wanted long ago a hat belt watch @#@(#_+#)@!+_# only my brothers and ivy noes~~ huh huh! than save the rest ( even though i dun think there would be any ''the rest'') abt it...o ya.. got to get fong a birthday gift.. die also wont forget=)) that cb got his lighter.. duno what to buy..hais take pay than think~ NITES PPL!
suddenly wana buy some stuff lol need money..hahas duno why..my clothes get lesser everytime i buy new ones alrite=) spent the whole day at home doing wat? eat watch movies online work out(for awhile) than thats about it.. cant wait to get my pay huh lol how should i spend it..hmmm my watch is spoiled...gota get a new 1 i need new shirt and pants i wana pierce my ear again(sound like a kid but duno y suddenly feel like it) lol and my pay might just be $300 wtf on the other hand... if i have more working slots..my pay increase!! zz tml's meet the parent session zz im definitely not going.. but i worry my mom might lost her way or something than how i skip class all those shit she's gona find out im in dead shit cant get worst.. hais i plan to do somethings tml get a new haircut poke my ear=.= go walkwalk lepad i use some cream it works la..just that the side effect sucks make my face fucking itchy cant sleep at all than pinkish red hope it goes away tml o ya anyone noe jordan chew's number? want ask him try me act big on friendster? hahs dun make me laugh for your info jordan, u dun even noe me well, u not happy can come try ask all your dick head friends come along seriously dun let me find u
its no joke.. i dont feel a thing emotionally now sounds feminine but really im dead inside cant feel angry cant get sad cant get happy cant feel excited i dun feel pain went to work sold 5 product about $500 than go home breathe,eat,sleep and die thats all i wana do
have u ever had an empty feeling inside you? even adam a perfect man needed someone eles shoes comes in pairs animals are in a pair u dun get a fish without finding it a partner cant everything be perfect? went to work ...again shagged , my commission kana stolen by some fucktard nvm about him now leg pain hais talked to chris today.. told him about this empty feeling..lol having it since a long long time ago the picture is just not complete hais i dont say it doesnt mean i dont care i am retarded at times i know nth seems right le.. thinking of my pay how to spend it..hahs hais.. anyways plyed pool with chris after work lol irritating la.. he won me 3/4 rounds tml dun feel like working feel like asking birthday boy chris to work lol hahas but who works during their birthday not sure...if he works..i will be damn happy duno la..i need the money le haiss and I LEFT MY KEY DERE ..zz let me have a complete picture...
im burned out... little sales today=( no one buy from me..hais too ugly lol ...i count my pay total up haven reach $80 yet..wtf man must work hard liew.. anyone getting any perfume fragrance or colone pls find me.. call me huh 91083156=) still thinking wat am i working for.. need that someone hahas=) tml another day of work MUST HIT TARGET! alrite...now gona do some research on how to be a good salesman hahahas... if sales is good...i calculated can earn $200 in 2 days if really very good chemistry class saw this words on the notice board say also dun listen listen alr dun do do also do wrong wrong than dun admit admit than dun correct correct also not happy not happy also dun say lol wat u want me to do?? hahahas=)
went to take my weight...zzz gained 2kg so i become 67kg.. i think i grow fat already.. before it gets worst... its time for my work out! gym 3 times a day 150 pushup everyday(30 widespread,30diamond,30standard,30 levitated , 30 quickshots) 60 situps a day... i try la..hahas most likely cannot BUT anyways im gona try going to bathe=) come out than its time to work out!
large letters=) so many ppl complain my words small now i change abit bigger anyways today 1st day at work..hahahas 1st day i late liew=.= reach at 12.30..than do all the admission stuff counted as 1oclock start lo... starting few hours damn cock la..stand dere duno anyone duno how serve ppl ...lol than somemore alot ppl ask me question ... lol i sell PRADA,CALARINA,NINA RICCI, XL-MEN and AGS hahas spray alot on myself~ woots hahaahs 1st day manage to sell 1 PRADA for ladies and 1 CALARINA 212 sexy perfume...lol TO ALL MY FEMALE FRIENDS! PLS GET 212 SEXY lol super sweet and nice smell...i walk around carrying the paper addicted to my smell..lol i next time confirm buy giv gf...lol $135=) alrite...if anyone want buy any of the brands pls contact me huh huh ! hahas i calculate like....today work for 7 hours..only $47 ..considered not bad.. i see richie and 1 other guy..they clink over $1000 lo...than the commission confirm $70+ or $80...zzz haha must be like them... this job is fun! hahas.... TML poa and listening..lol hahas end early also..lol must do well! hahas... oh ya! saw this guy holding a rose standing inside j8 the snail/turtle shop dere he really camp dere lo...nv move..than look super sincere..zz im gona do the same....hais but ..i dun even have the chance.. i just need 1 chance... just 1.... hais... God ''steady'' sia...
ppl complain my words too small... alrite woke up exactly at 11 today lol and i actually want to go service de... than found out i need do alot things than reach at the ending.. anyways i just want to see how that andrew is doing hahas...really like my little brother..lol sec 2...small in size but no childish =) anyways plyed pool with fong... wa eh... like i damn unlucky zzz every game almost win... than because my idiotic hand keep fouling zzz thought it was gona be a super unlucky day went to eat...do nth lol damn dumb...go OG walkwalk than went back down play cs and dota.. lol cs can die...so long nv ply..suddenly ply the sudden death cause my snip can giv u heart attack fuck,cb,wtf,nb la , ccb , pcb , all come out from my mouth...zzz i noe i abit vulgar but usually i not like dat=) dota was damn fun hahahaas...plying plying than ah boy stand beside me than after sometime than i notice..lol got a big shock..but act like nth =)) he ask me a really funny question '' eh why your orge magi buy battlefury'' than i reply ... '' eh i duno how ply le...u teach me pls '' lol and he went'' lanjiao u duno how ply =.= '' ok why am i writing these crap...zzz the final part of my day was damn cool with ups and down this guy call ben...super friendly come make friend with me than ask me ply on the same team with me and stuff lol i thought raiders cannot smoke inside...he dun care just did so i followed and fong also..lol damn cool! it makes the game better ~~ hahahas besides he's really friendly.. than after everything went to ps to get some food... paying that time...found out i lost my ez-link...zz dun even noe where i put.. at the same time..joanne(my damn sweet + awesome boss hahas) sms say schedule full...i cant work..zz i so damn need the job than...went back to cuppage to find...my ez-link zz go toilet cant find staircase cant find zzz than only hope is the lanshop but usually cannot 1 than i go back....on the floor found it lol than at that moment joanne say someone last min dun want work than can put me inside!! lol ...damn happy la!! damn lucky than somemore when we eating...i found this cigg box inside got cigg also lol thats exactly want fong need..so giv him than like everything turns out alrite=))))) hahas...long post..yea must tag me huh huh =) I NEED A BLACK LONG SLEEVE BUTTON SHIRT BY TML 11 OCLOCK, IF HAVE CALL ME AT 91083156
poa paper can die today... should not have go.. and i feel sick now..zz anyways went bishan ..return some vcd i rented than went to find joseph and friends lol paul realli can talk.. wtf he talk all the way sia than i cock with him all the way hahahas nv get to clarify zz damn sian today should get up early tml go service huh...duno le see 1st...i scared i fall asleep than i miss that stupid boy andrew hahas like my litt brother hahahahas him and ray =) alrite.. going to slp
alrite..went for the interview the manager was damn sweet=) she ask alot question told us lots of things she mention some staffs steal stuffs like the samples of CK than they were stupid and stuffs if we want ..just ask her...she help us take from office super nice! hahas its a low pay work $5 per hour selling prada,zoro,zokue,alien,kisses lol i get commission ~~ hahas prada 1 perfume like $$$$$$$ hahahahaas commission commission!! lol im crazy... end of the day...felt that today was a good day but just feel empty... zzz tml poa....holy duck ,cow,chicken, whatever la zzz im gona be a pig and slp through it REMEMBER TO TAG ME! =)
duno i like my blog this way or not want it simple for ppl to read now like..hahas quite diff going with fong later for an interview hope it goes well zz today receive my starprogram timetable everyone go like WTF lol hahas holiday still need come sch until 4 ehs we still human sia been wondering of alot of things recently..hahas sort out my thoughts that blog about it tonite=) It's every little thing you doThat makes me fall in love with youThere isn't a way that I can show youEver since I've come to know you It's every little thing you sayThat makes me want to feel this wayThere's not a thing that I can point toCos it's every little thing you do Don't ask whyLet's just feel what we feel cos sometimes yeahIt's the secret that keeps it aliveBut if you need a reason why-y It's every little thing you doThat makes me fall in love with youThere isn't a way that I can show youEver since I've come to know you It's every little thing you sayThat makes me want to feel this wayThere's not a thing that I can point toCos it's every little thing you do
a song that reflects me bahs....love the song hahas
lol didnt took my weight but i feel fat.. lol insecure huh..hahahas guess i just got to be proud of myself=) anyways boring day eh exam exam exam sian.... can do still nvm... but see the paper... die la.. hahas met up with cheefong buy some spray and stuff and got a sticker! hahas designated smoking area! lol damn cool im gona paste in my school toilet giv everyone smoke dere lol damn gay tml until 9 olclock duno should be happy or not...zzz i need someone badly........ to disturb me to keep me awake to keep me busy to keep me annoyed to beat me to love me when im down that hard to find? hais..when will u be back.. its been so long.. that look in your eyes the fragrance we share the colour of her hair... still remember when u woke up in the train from a dream you go ''huh! i no money i no money!'' i will never forget... it embarrass you but it made me realise how much i love you let me be the one...
alrite! hahas at last can blog...hahahas having some problems with my com... exam period...hais socialstudies my teacher say chapter 1 to 4 i go study chapter 5..how smart am i man(slapface) sometimes i really duno what to do..zz saw pris msn nick... damn meaningful la... time flies but you're the pilot.. i always complain not enough time nv ever asked myself how i spend it zz well i guess i understand now also not too late huh regrets....17years wasted
hais when will you be back? to that very day i'll apologise no matter whose in the wrong i'll knee if it'll bring you home... one chance one last...