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    Wednesday, May 30, 2007 10:01 AM

    The Black~

    IM NOT RACIST!

    hahas...i just wore all black today..except my white shoes
    finish sch abit earlier,
    went home, slack , ate alot junk~

    zzz call that chris(fong)
    thousand times
    lol he left his phone at home luh

    hahas went with seb in the end
    bugis
    cant find my shirt
    go wisma
    cant

    hais topshop so many ppl patronise
    im usually the slowest..zzz
    ok..than hais
    spend every single cent away
    the money IM SUPPOSE TO GET MY SHIRT
    regrets~
    hais...WHY!! like omg WTF
    ok nvm ..what done is done
    i swear im gona be rich
    1stly i wan a better life? who doesnt
    2ndly i wana giv my love ones (bros included!) a better life too!
    3rdly I WONT HAVE A CHILD if he doesnt have enough and extra to spend

    alrite...why am i saying this..zz
    ok went cuppage(AGAIN)
    lol won every game of pool! happy luh hahs
    anyways seb was unlucky luh..hahs
    saw alot ppl
    ben
    alvin and friends
    david and friends
    ric and brandon and friends
    got alot luh..hahahas

    zz they keep commenting about me wearing all black
    lol
    took some pic of myself..LOL zz something the girls call it '' camwhore'' isit?
    not sure
    but i guess thats what i did..
    hahahahahas
    shall upload them soon huh huh?
    tml..hais
    $$$ pls drop from sky
    oo saw alot things i want..haha im a spendthrift
    im worst than some girls
    hot ret pants from topman - $79 + $10(tapper and altar)
    jacket - $49 (not nessesary luh..i have a damn nice jersey alr)
    crew neck block Ts - $16 x 2 = $32
    belt - $20+? duno
    new ear accessory - $10?
    oo hair thing , $50
    so total $89+$49+$32+$20+$10+$50 = $241
    OMG
    $241 hahahas
    my pay duno got enough or not
    june 17th
    COM'ON im waiting...
    alrite tired

    bye


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    Tuesday, May 29, 2007 5:25 AM

    Quando, Quando , Quando ...Quan~

    im a blues addict now..
    hahs
    alrite , pierced back my ear lol
    and i need $60 to pay my bill...ANY KIND SOUL
    lend it to me..
    shall be returned by next week

    i just did 200 sit-ups(proud of myself)
    *pat on my own back*
    hahas
    did count but i guess i did about 60 pushups

    arhs! got keep fit..lol
    doc say...'' If you dun exercise, cheesun , your world's gona slow down.''
    lol .. he say ppl get tired easily when they dun exercise...BULLSHIT!
    i finish my 200 sit-ups than my push up...i fall on my bed, fell asleep straight 2 hrs
    lol

    hais...$60
    $60
    $60
    $60
    $60
    $60
    $60!!!!

    and i still owe yoricko
    wtf hais i guess im in trouble

    you use to take care of my finances
    do u noe you're the only one i think of at night
    im living with memories
    the only good thing God made..
    was memories...

    hais




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    Sunday, May 27, 2007 7:35 AM

    & please, let it be mine~

    work up by my aunt today mornin=.=
    she came into my room...complain the air-con veri cold
    than i woke up abit..
    cause my bed is on the floor(jap style~~ )
    i roll onto the floor..not knowing my stomache was bare
    the floor froze me..and aiya its just damn cold

    than slack at home
    roll ard on bed
    watch some movies online
    than found anime
    lol cant believe im watching naruto , but its nice =))

    decided to go out
    bathe come out..almost die
    super cold
    quickly put on my sweater(jears)
    really...i cant believe im that retarded
    which retard will forget to comb and style his hair
    like i reach the bus-stop ..than WTF
    walk to my hairstylist
    giv $8 (super discounted price)
    than she touch touch ...push push spray spray...lol
    wah la~
    $8 fly away
    sibei dulan ..
    left $12
    went town , to my work place take some stuff
    than something came up
    slack
    went home~
    like omg...my sales forgot to key
    if no commission
    im gona be the korean guy to kill all his classmates
    while me , my colleage + boss
    hah!
    aiya dun care la
    i got this image for a damn pretty girl in my mind
    than i met the exact person i thought of~
    lol still cant forget
    hahas hope i see her again~ hahahahas
    im not kidding , really weird huh
    =)


    i'll be the one..


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    Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:14 AM

    sentenced to life is worst

    yeap...everyone of us..is sentenced to life
    it could be sweet ,bitter,harsh,or empty for u rite now..
    but face it
    living isnt easy

    alrite...thought today's work will be an undesirable 1
    but turns out pretty good=))
    customer come...nv say much
    '' i want this 1 , and this 1..erm $150 to get the bag rite? ok i'll take this too''
    ''erm i want this,this and that.''
    ''OOO BVLGARI! giv me two of it''
    '' erm i saw this the other day..giv me two sets of it''
    '' can u take me to tour for my perfume? nah on second thought..i'll just take this 1''
    '' erm i bought 4 alr...but cant help it , i'm gona get another ''

    LOL all my customer ''steady'' one..hahahahahahas
    than my commission!!!$$$$!!! lol ~~ i seh seh alr
    so happy luh~
    and tml i no need work...
    monday dun need take O level chinese!~~~
    best days of my life~~ hahahas
    chatting with michelle online=))
    been awhile since we chatted(lol last nite was the last time)
    anyways im abit crazy even though its 1.23 in the night ...which means morning...aiya dun la

    MY WISHLIST
    3 shirts that i wanted long ago

    a hat
    belt
    watch
    @#@(#_+#)@!+_# only my brothers and ivy noes~~ huh huh!

    than save the rest ( even though i dun think there would be any ''the rest'')
    abt it...o ya..
    got to get fong a birthday gift..
    die also wont forget=))
    that cb got his lighter..
    duno what to buy..hais
    take pay than think~


    NITES PPL!



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    Friday, May 25, 2007 8:52 AM

    #_*@!#_+@! DAY

    @!#)(@#)@ day hahahas...

    messy duno wat title to put...


    work up at 8 in the morning =.=

    thought got sch sia..zz forgot it's meet the parents day

    than i thought i late

    than the air-con duno why damn cold suddenly

    like below 16 degree sia
    went bishan, met feng
    lol than caught a movie with mom and dad
    pirates of the carribean
    ''sibei'' long show
    finish watching, bladder almost burst
    hahas anyways before the show went with feng
    find joseph,yang,john,vic,RAY haha and others
    than saw andrew(not me) =)
    aiya saw alot ppl i noe..weird~
    finish alr went to find sebas and kengyang=)) at sembawang
    lol damn long nv meet them
    chatted for about 1/2 hrs..
    than met fong... go home
    end up nv go straight home
    dropped at bishan AGAIN
    grabbed a bite from 7-11
    lepard than went our seperate ways home
    sebas me kengyang =) lol we talk alot crap ..zzz
    remus is attached! feel happy for him=)
    feel sad for myself..zzz
    nbcb lol sebas say everyone must find! lol
    anyways they will always be my brothers=)
    IM WORKING TML! looking forward to it..lol cause sebas say they coming to find me
    hahs than i can ask for break...at least can accompany them for an hour or so~
    hahas..
    still thinking...
    giv it up?
    its been so long..
    too long..
    only a fool will hang on to a 1 sided love
    hais...
    God ''STEADY'' 1



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    Thursday, May 24, 2007 7:59 AM

    money money money!~

    suddenly wana buy some stuff
    lol need money..hahas
    duno why..my clothes get lesser everytime i buy new ones

    alrite=) spent the whole day at home
    doing wat? eat watch movies online
    work out(for awhile)
    than thats about it..
    cant wait to get my pay huh lol
    how should i spend it..hmmm
    my watch is spoiled...gota get a new 1
    i need new shirt and pants
    i wana pierce my ear again(sound like a kid but duno y suddenly feel like it)
    lol and my pay might just be $300 wtf

    on the other hand...
    if i have more working slots..my pay increase!!
    zz tml's meet the parent session
    zz im definitely not going..
    but i worry my mom might lost her way or something
    than how i skip class all those shit she's gona find out
    im in dead shit

    cant get worst..
    hais i plan to do somethings tml
    get a new haircut
    poke my ear=.=
    go walkwalk lepad

    i use some cream
    it works la..just that the side effect sucks
    make my face fucking itchy
    cant sleep at all
    than pinkish red
    hope it goes away tml

    o ya anyone noe jordan chew's number?
    want ask him try me
    act big on friendster? hahs dun make me laugh
    for your info jordan, u dun even noe me well, u not happy can come try
    ask all your dick head friends come along
    seriously dun let me find u


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    Sunday, May 20, 2007 6:32 AM

    numb

    its no joke..
    i dont feel a thing emotionally now
    sounds feminine
    but really
    im dead inside

    cant feel angry
    cant get sad
    cant get happy
    cant feel excited
    i dun feel pain

    went to work
    sold 5 product
    about $500
    than go home

    breathe,eat,sleep and die
    thats all i wana do


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    Saturday, May 19, 2007 9:56 AM

    Empty...


    have u ever had an empty feeling inside you?
    even adam a perfect man needed someone eles
    shoes comes in pairs
    animals are in a pair
    u dun get a fish without finding it a partner
    cant everything be perfect?

    went to work ...again
    shagged , my commission kana stolen by some fucktard
    nvm about him
    now leg pain
    hais talked to chris today..
    told him about this empty feeling..lol
    having it since a long long time ago

    the picture is just not complete
    hais
    i dont say it doesnt mean i dont care
    i am retarded at times i know
    nth seems right le..
    thinking of my pay
    how to spend it..hahs
    hais..

    anyways plyed pool with chris after work
    lol irritating la..
    he won me 3/4 rounds

    tml dun feel like working
    feel like asking birthday boy chris to work
    lol hahas but who works during their birthday
    not sure...if he works..i will be damn happy
    duno la..i need the money le
    haiss
    and I LEFT MY KEY DERE ..zz

    let me have a complete picture...


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    Friday, May 18, 2007 8:42 AM

    BURNED OUT

    im burned out...
    little sales today=(
    no one buy from me..hais
    too ugly

    lol ...i count my pay total up haven reach $80 yet..wtf man
    must work hard liew..
    anyone getting any perfume fragrance or colone pls find me..
    call me huh 91083156=)
    still thinking wat am i working for..
    need that someone

    hahas=) tml another day of work
    MUST HIT TARGET!

    alrite...now gona do some research on how to be a good salesman
    hahahas... if sales is good...i calculated
    can earn $200 in 2 days
    if really very good

    chemistry class saw this words on the notice board
    say also dun listen
    listen alr dun do
    do also do wrong
    wrong than dun admit
    admit than dun correct
    correct also not happy
    not happy also dun say
    lol wat u want me to do??

    hahahas=)


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    Wednesday, May 16, 2007 6:57 AM

    see paper, faint~. ~


    sian luh...

    saw my exam paper..

    im gona die=(

    poa fail , maths fail , only history pass
    heard from the teacher , chemistry only 1 person pass

    confirm pingying..lol


    anyways played billiard with weijie,aikboon and terrence today=))

    lol duno whether i jinx them(mostly ter) lol or they suay

    i hit...than their placing like shit...

    hahahs

    anyways quite fun la(wat i think,duno whether they felt the same)

    hahas than eat at some coffee shop

    met fong pass him somethings


    TML 2nd day of work..
    hope i really can last in this job..

    alr feel that it eats up my weekend...hais

    but when i think of the $$ than want work liew..hahaahs

    so much money..also duno how to spend

    hais...if only i can..

    i would spend everything on and for you..


    if only...


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    Tuesday, May 15, 2007 4:44 AM

    life - [L]ive [I]t [F]ully [E]veryday


    alrite..thought of it myself..

    life - live if fully everyday

    lol had my oral exams , chinese/english

    im miss sebast,remus,xubin,wy,ky,niza, farouq and all my brothers la

    ccb super long nv see them..zz

    next time meet them, beers on me..hahahas


    anyways deciding whether to work on thurs or not..

    went home after sch with ter today

    went opp for a cigg

    told me alot of things

    i learn something from him today

    hahas great friend=)


    goodthingsalwaysdontbelongtome


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    Monday, May 14, 2007 2:57 AM

    no room for laziness

    went to take my weight...zzz
    gained 2kg so i become 67kg..
    i think i grow fat already..
    before it gets worst...
    its time for my work out!

    gym 3 times a day
    150 pushup everyday(30 widespread,30diamond,30standard,30 levitated , 30 quickshots)
    60 situps a day...

    i try la..hahas
    most likely cannot
    BUT anyways im gona try

    going to bathe=)
    come out than its time to work out!


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    Sunday, May 13, 2007 6:20 AM

    1st day at work=)

    large letters=)
    so many ppl complain my words small now i change abit bigger
    anyways today 1st day at work..hahahas

    1st day i late liew=.= reach at 12.30..than do all the admission stuff
    counted as 1oclock start lo...
    starting few hours damn cock la..stand dere duno anyone duno how
    serve ppl ...lol
    than somemore alot ppl ask me question ...
    lol i sell PRADA,CALARINA,NINA RICCI, XL-MEN and AGS
    hahas spray alot on myself~ woots hahaahs
    1st day manage to sell 1 PRADA for ladies
    and 1 CALARINA 212 sexy perfume...lol
    TO ALL MY FEMALE FRIENDS! PLS GET 212 SEXY
    lol super sweet and nice smell...i walk around carrying the paper
    addicted to my smell..lol i next time confirm buy giv gf...lol $135=)

    alrite...if anyone want buy any of the brands pls contact me huh huh ! hahas
    i calculate like....today work for 7 hours..only $47 ..considered not bad..
    i see richie and 1 other guy..they clink over $1000 lo...than the commission
    confirm $70+ or $80...zzz
    haha must be like them...
    this job is fun! hahas....

    TML poa and listening..lol hahas
    end early also..lol must do well! hahas...

    oh ya! saw this guy holding a rose standing inside j8 the snail/turtle shop dere
    he really camp dere lo...nv move..than look super sincere..zz
    im gona do the same....hais but ..i dun even have the chance..
    i just need 1 chance...
    just 1....
    hais...
    God ''steady'' sia...


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    Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:17 AM

    im more in luck at nite=)

    ppl complain my words too small...
    alrite woke up exactly at 11 today lol
    and i actually want to go service de...
    than found out i need do alot things
    than reach at the ending..
    anyways i just want to see how that andrew is doing
    hahas...really like my little brother..lol
    sec 2...small in size but no childish =)

    anyways plyed pool with fong...
    wa eh... like i damn unlucky zzz
    every game almost win...
    than because my idiotic hand keep fouling
    zzz thought it was gona be a super unlucky day
    went to eat...do nth lol damn dumb...go OG walkwalk
    than went back down play cs and dota..
    lol cs can die...so long nv ply..suddenly ply
    the sudden death cause my snip can giv u heart attack
    fuck,cb,wtf,nb la , ccb , pcb , all come out from my mouth...zzz
    i noe i abit vulgar but usually i not like dat=)

    dota was damn fun hahahaas...plying plying than ah boy stand beside me
    than after sometime than i notice..lol got a big shock..but act like nth =))
    he ask me a really funny question '' eh why your orge magi buy battlefury''
    than i reply ... '' eh i duno how ply le...u teach me pls ''
    lol and he went'' lanjiao u duno how ply =.= ''
    ok why am i writing these crap...zzz

    the final part of my day was damn cool with ups and down
    this guy call ben...super friendly come make friend with me
    than ask me ply on the same team with me and stuff lol
    i thought raiders cannot smoke inside...he dun care just did
    so i followed and fong also..lol damn cool!
    it makes the game better ~~ hahahas
    besides he's really friendly..

    than after everything went to ps to get some food...
    paying that time...found out i lost my ez-link...zz
    dun even noe where i put..
    at the same time..joanne(my damn sweet + awesome boss hahas)
    sms say schedule full...i cant work..zz
    i so damn need the job
    than...went back to cuppage to find...my ez-link
    zz go toilet cant find
    staircase cant find
    zzz than only hope is the lanshop
    but usually cannot 1
    than i go back....on the floor found it
    lol than at that moment joanne say someone last min dun want work
    than can put me inside!! lol ...damn happy la!! damn lucky
    than somemore when we eating...i found this cigg box
    inside got cigg also
    lol thats exactly want fong need..so giv him
    than like everything turns out alrite=)))))
    hahas...long post..yea

    must tag me huh huh =)
    I NEED A BLACK LONG SLEEVE BUTTON SHIRT BY TML 11 OCLOCK, IF HAVE CALL ME AT 91083156


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    Friday, May 11, 2007 7:10 AM

    siansation

    poa paper can die today...
    should not have go..
    and i feel sick now..zz

    anyways went bishan ..return some vcd i rented
    than went to find joseph and friends
    lol paul realli can talk..
    wtf he talk all the way sia
    than i cock with him all the way
    hahahas
    nv get to clarify
    zz
    damn sian today
    should get up early tml go service huh...duno le
    see 1st...i scared i fall asleep
    than i miss that stupid boy andrew
    hahas like my litt brother hahahahas
    him and ray =)
    alrite.. going to slp


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    Thursday, May 10, 2007 6:21 AM

    happy but empty

    alrite..went for the interview
    the manager was damn sweet=)
    she ask alot question
    told us lots of things
    she mention some staffs steal stuffs
    like the samples of CK
    than they were stupid and stuffs
    if we want ..just ask her...she help us take from office

    super nice!
    hahas its a low pay work
    $5 per hour selling prada,zoro,zokue,alien,kisses
    lol i get commission ~~
    hahas prada 1 perfume like $$$$$$$
    hahahahaas commission commission!!
    lol im crazy...

    end of the day...felt that today was a good day
    but just feel empty...
    zzz
    tml poa....holy duck ,cow,chicken, whatever la
    zzz im gona be a pig and slp through it

    REMEMBER TO TAG ME! =)


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    Wednesday, May 9, 2007 7:33 PM

    omg

    duno i like my blog this way or not
    want it simple for ppl to read
    now like..hahas
    quite diff

    going with fong later for an interview
    hope it goes well
    zz today receive my starprogram timetable
    everyone go like WTF
    lol hahas
    holiday still need come sch until 4
    ehs we still human sia

    been wondering of alot of things recently..hahas
    sort out my thoughts that blog about it tonite=)

    It's every little thing you doThat makes me fall in love with youThere isn't a way that I can show youEver since I've come to know you
    It's every little thing you sayThat makes me want to feel this wayThere's not a thing that I can point toCos it's every little thing you do
    Don't ask whyLet's just feel what we feel cos sometimes yeahIt's the secret that keeps it aliveBut if you need a reason why-y
    It's every little thing you doThat makes me fall in love with youThere isn't a way that I can show youEver since I've come to know you
    It's every little thing you sayThat makes me want to feel this wayThere's not a thing that I can point toCos it's every little thing you do


    a song that reflects me bahs....love the song
    hahas


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    09 may 07

    lol didnt took my weight but i feel fat..
    lol insecure huh..hahahas
    guess i just got to be proud of myself=)

    anyways boring day
    eh exam exam exam
    sian....
    can do still nvm...
    but see the paper...
    die la..
    hahas
    met up with cheefong
    buy some spray and stuff
    and got a sticker! hahas designated smoking area!
    lol damn cool
    im gona paste in my school toilet
    giv everyone smoke dere
    lol damn gay

    tml until 9 olclock
    duno should be happy or not...zzz
    i need someone badly........
    to disturb me
    to keep me awake
    to keep me busy
    to keep me annoyed
    to beat me
    to love me when im down

    that hard to find?
    hais..when will u be back..
    its been so long..
    that look in your eyes
    the fragrance we share
    the colour of her hair...
    still remember when u woke up in the train from a dream
    you go ''huh! i no money i no money!''
    i will never forget...
    it embarrass you but it made me realise how much i love you




    let me be the one...


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    Tuesday, May 8, 2007 6:28 AM

    8 may 07

    alrite! hahas at last can blog...hahahas
    having some problems with my com...
    exam period...hais
    socialstudies my teacher say chapter 1 to 4
    i go study chapter 5..how smart am i man(slapface)
    sometimes i really duno what to do..zz
    saw pris msn nick...
    damn meaningful la...
    time flies but you're the pilot..
    i always complain not enough time
    nv ever asked myself how i spend it
    zz well i guess i understand now also not too late huh
    regrets....17years wasted

    hais when will you be back?
    to that very day
    i'll apologise no matter whose in the wrong
    i'll knee if it'll bring you home...
    one chance
    one last...


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