it isnt easy man.life's tough.you can please some of the people, all of the time,all of the people , some of the times,but never, all of the people , all of the time.finish schooled today.was quite piss-off at the start of P.Ei was walking pass my physics teacher.she stared at me , she said , cheesun , i dun want to talk to you.why did u skip my remedial?i booked tuesday for you and u dont turn up.zzz that tuesday was fucked up luh.it's quite my faulti asked ter and mena out to gym.than , i didnt bring my P.E shirt.how go gym sia.at that moment , the teacher told me i got to stay back after sch.than ter and mena how sia?lol they brought all their stuff alr.zz i forgo my remedial , but i told her in advance. i guess she didnt really bother.well , did i make a wrong decision?went to gym again today with sesame , mena and ter.ter and sesame went off 1st. shawn's bbqhope they had fun =)mena asked me something that struck me deep down.''dont you think he vents his temper on you?''''you dont see me , doing it on you.''''well, i wana help but u duno how to help yourself.''he's not sowing disorder.but it strucked a tear in my heart.lol im not gay.but hah.friends, they matter.o , he also said something.follow your heart.haha , people can scold you , or try to convict you that you're wrong.what you think is right , do it.than we went to eat! taiwan snacks!osyster mee sua AND cheese omelete.had our fill.smoked.and we went our seperate ways.wanted to go out with chris and all.but zzz , super tired.thus didnt.most likely , i'll be studying in town tml.and sunday at bishan.i wont have time to meet them.gosh.i've got to get you out of my mind.
what's past has past
i dont know how
i wish i knew
this hole ,
this feeling ,
it's crawling over me.
i'll be waiting.
love,me
hold me now at 6:03 AM
andrew