cant decide...
i duno
whether to hate , or not
cant bring myself to it.
but im angry
with what?

i cant think anymore..
well, i guess it's life.
life's a pain..

went studying with mena , ter and aik boon.
hah, spend like 1 hr + deciding on where we would study.
ended up in town.
went up to lido and studied from 5 to 8 ..
3hrs and i only finish 2 things.
both Poa, disposal and trading ,profit and loss and balance a/c
than went cuppage to play billiard.
throughout the whole day, although i had fun , i still feel lousy.
all i wanted to noe is what happen.
it's not that when i know it , thats it.
im gona change it, whatever it is.
isit that hard to bring yourself to text me? or just a nudge to clear things out
is it really that hard?
i duno..
im kind of lost...
yes , we duno ea other really well..
u remind me of her, yes.
but you're not her , you're you...
you're you and that's enough for me...


if im not the one..
God ,shouldnt u stop me?

you're th one who made me smile ,
the one who made me cry
what does it take to be a man?
smile when you're ard,
to cry when you're apart,
to apologise no matters whose at fault,
to kneel down , just to make u come back.

im lost..
im losing the good side of my character..