im not myself recently. -.- im getting from bad to worst. lol , got to knock myself up soon.
eh , got a call from jo at 9.30 in the morning, rush down to meet her. 5mins later , ter came.
we accompanied jo to christ church sec. lol , had a short talk with ter=) jowell came back with celeste and friends.
trust me , they are ........ lets just say they're hyper high. hyper hyper high. celeste and jowell got the same mental illness. tai di craziness. they can ply anywhere , anytime.
anyways , we went bishan to watch a movie. i went back home to change. duno why -.- i feel like wearing all black also. when i reach , i feel super gay. make me feel ''gooseberry'' again.
ratatouille , nice show=) fun to watch luh... didnt enjoy the show fully. half the time im thinking of other things.. slacked and play TAI DI AGAIN , after the movie. zzz saw jowell anyhow fly across the road dragging ter. im the only one behind , saw how close was the car.
i dont need anything from you. all i want is to be there and to provide. well , i know she dont read my blog... haha even if she does , she doesnt know it's her..
physics paper in the morning=) 1hr 15mins. super sleepy. ask people around me , they will describe me as a zombie. dun even wana move my lips to talk-.-
lol , saw this mini eyes guy smiling away at his phone after the exam. it sort of wake me up abit by making me smile too. hahahahaa
went gym -.- it was raining , the floor was slippery. i saw ter quicken his pace , so i followed TO MY HORROR, i lost balance. fell , hit the 1st step, continued hit the 2nd step, continued hit the 3rd step , -.- all on my butt. zzzz my butt's gona look damn sexy. i swear.
went home after that , i kept rubbing my bump. fell asleep rubbing. hahaha, got woken up by ter. rushed to prepare, met him and his Mother Mary(jowell chua ching chong)
studied in bishan, i feel so '' gooseberry'' lol being where i shouldn't be. BUT nvm! im still happy today. my Mother Mary talked to me=)
zzz i knocked into a shop in bishan. hurt my leg -.- HURT MY BUTT AND LEG TODAY. sibei suay la.. zzz
played cards with jowell and ter at open plaza. lol , seriously, im having bad luck. i think it's the luck ter rub to me-.- why like this!? lol , the final game. I PLAYED TAI DI FOR 5 YEARS. I THINK TER ALSO PLAYED FOR AT LEASTT 5 YEARS nv once. nv once we haven put any card than lose.
today! JOWELL CHUA! number - 34567 colour - spades or hearts ( i forgot) house - JJ 888 BIG 2 , followed by her last card.
alrite 7th sep is my birthday. lol i've been celebrating my birthday with my parents for 16years need some help here? anyone got suggestions?
lol terrence can just rub me some of his luck as a birthday present =)
i want shirts! MY brown pants! my white pants! i want to celebrate my bd with my friends!
eh , today super unlucky-.- keep breaking things. where got ppl break 3 bowls in 1 day.
well , my mom is getting better=) but i think she spread it to my dad , now he's sneezing like crazy. suppose to go bishan to meet ter,jowell and mena. zzz i waited like 35 to 45 mins for the bus-.- got this big stage blocking the road. thought it was a funeral at 1st. zzz my bus took another route, i didnt know.
nv go in the end.
i was with my uncle and aunties overheard somethings i didnt want to hear. my mom actually owed them money -.- zzz , not like she wont pay up la. they keep grumbling and gossiping among themselves. they think i duno hokkien at all.
tml's my physics paper , after that, we're going gym=) probably only ter and me... i'll ask aikboon=)
went to met jowell and terrence in novena. reach novena , jowell planned to scare ter -.- i helped. and was blamed.
hahaha , boon came , study at starbucks, than mena came. lol studied awhile more and went bishan to watch a movie. blood brothers. not much story luh..
i only remember one thing. the advertisment at the start... there's many way to die, but we have to find a way to live =)
after the movie , boon went home. we ate at s-11. =) and went back home. ------------------------------------------------------------------ the other day , i went to town with lewis and ter all along i thought lewis was taller or at the same height as me-.- rushed down to meet jowell. walked around hereen , doing nth. than went cuppage , ply pool. lewis left to meet his friends.. eh jowell ,ter and me went to cathay.
the whole day was boring luh , only till the end. went we slack at grand cathay. hahaha , everyone start to cheer up =) oh yah , this thing cannot dun blog.
walking to grand cathay. me and terrence were walking in front. ''spss spss'' : jowell made a sound. we turn around. saw her posing there. hahahaha we went closer... '' erm my heels stuck!'' lol damn funny , we laugh awhile than help her out. hahahahahaha she was our joke of that day.
that day was the best day luh. talked to someone online=)
starting to feel that blogging abit restricted. like who is reading..
lol , this post's for yesterday=) skipped poa yesterday.
went town with terr, mena , boon , cel and jowell. eh studied in town. until something happened. lol , went to slack outside taka, was in a daze , kept thinking why she ignored me in school.
we went hereen to walk around. damn boring.... UNTIL!!!
jo was pushing me -.- duno for what. i walk away , than i saw her stand beside mena =) so i bang mena...Hard time. he fell flat on the floor and gave me a HUH? look. lol we were laughing nonstop.
than slack outside 7-11 =.= before going home.
yesterday's kinda weird... duno why. just not ourselves, i just feel something's not right.
i thought i lost my cardigan today. i left it in my dad's car=) abit moody in school cause of the cardigan, lol, black face.
i got over it soon. cause terrence irritate me, cant help smiling when i see him so happy haha terrence! i said i'll blog about it! hahahha , terrence kept repeating the same words over and over again... ''she's damn cute luh'' ''she's pretty=)'' ''she's nice'' er something like dat. guess how many time he mention her? 53TIMES! WTH not 3 times not 5 times not 35 times , 53TIMES! hahahahahaha, this is my last post, tml my head will roll.
zz tml maths paper 2, my calculator! God , if u can hear me , i need 1. lol , im gona flunk tml. going changi airport tml -.- studying there , cause jowell crazy , hahahaha
cant concentrate for maths today. ter told me he cant concentrate too. lol he know why i cant , i know why he cant =)
chris and gf , seb and bf(matthew), trac and gf , shaun and gf(s) lol im gona find u guys after my prelims probably around my birthday=) EH TO ALL OUT THERE, MY BIRTHDAY 7TH september zzz i owe ter birthday gift. shall get it on sunday.
went to school to take my practical today=) i thought it would be damn difficult, turns out to be alright. hah.
wanted to walk around j8, ter wanted to go home , so we did. went cuppage with jowell and terrence pool! and omg luh , lost to both of them. lost to jowell chua le! how i can i lose, dun understand... O YAH! she cheated..
strolled around hereen, went up, then went back down. saw jowell to carlifornia fitness, and me and terrence had a talk =)
he's much cheerful now! hah, credits to me! no la , credits to that chua.
jowell hurt her back. say she was coming out in 30mins.. lol! terrence become so kanchiong. then make me also kanchiong. wth? went to buy afew stuff. sort of like , erm , PREPARING for her arrival! hahahahahaha. jowell, u wish luh. uh hah.
i wont ever forget! she keeps hitting me then she hurt her pinkie and she blame me -.- er, yah. she keep complaining and complaining. complained for 25mins. and worst still keeps dragging cel into the picture.
haha, eh terrence became abit quiet. we walked from ps to cityhall just to take train-.- waste time , hah.
eh anyways this post is for yesterday=) bye im going to school now.
hais , looked around myself. everyone's not contented. everyone. including myself.
but i duno what to be contented with, i have so much in mind, so many things im fustrated about yet i appear crazy infront of my friends just dont wana spoil other's mood.
it's 7.02 i feel like jogging.. but there's exam tml, i'll be sleepy.
english oral's tml. kinda looking forward to going to school tml.
not because of the oral... hais, im always in such situation. never fair.
th one that makes your heart beat like crazy th one that makes your mind go blank. all u can do is smile.
whatever i thought of , i wana say go blank when we meet.
went gym with mena and ter today. body's aching..zz everytime i exercise , i think of you zz studied at bishan libary after that. im still lacking behind. im either stupid or stupid cant seem to understand.
suppose to study in town today with ter ,mena and boon. end up studying in bishan. Bishan is so crowded today luh.. no where to study , studied in cafeC
half way through, saw two damn farmiliar faces. cel and jowell. lol, got a shock.
at last , i complete my social studies. cant really focus, but oh well , i tried my best.
MONDAY ENGLISH ORAL TUESDAY PRELIM-SS! WED PRACTICAL!
fuck im screwed up.
anyways watch bourne ultimatium with ter , mena , cel and jowell. i felt it was boring. i guess ter felt the same! hhahaha we plyed chopstick during the movie! we went straight home after the movie. my life's just the stereo type..
i went home alone , although i had fun , i still feel something empty.. regret not going to school on friday. just another look at you. zz
perhaps it's good. that i always make lots of noise with people around me.
whenever it's quiet, you're the only thing i think of i can try to think of other things, but you'll always resurface. i don't know whether i took the right step but i never regreted it
it's gona be a long night dont know what time i'll fall asleep how much tear there will be i just hope i have a dream.
well , still feeling something's missing. the O level chinese students got back their results today. although im CL-B i still felt anxious for them. hah , it turned out well. for those retaking- '' good luck!!''
zz , im studying more often nowadays. but i still feel it's not enough. lots of things i duno. lots of question i cant answer. will i retain? zz
worried about many things... o well , studies come 1st.
feel like im changing. had this feeling weeks back. as if im becoming worst in my character... in how i respond to things. pathetic life.
if i persevere , will i really win? i wish i would. but i dont know whether i will.
why cant it be simple.
i'll never be the one beside you, im always the one thinking of you. Yet despite everything thing i do, it's never working.
you're the one i think of before i sleep, the one i dream of. the one i wake up with in mind, the one that refreshes me whenever i see.
tml's friend's carnival. don't think i'll have fun. but i'll go.... i wont let any opportunity by pass me
studying with ter tml after sch. i guess both of us will be tired , esp him. zz, duno whether to go carlifonia with my cousin from L.A or not. i wana study yet , i wana go..
super tired, went to the wake again. it's the last night. they're gona ash the body tml morning..
i reach there in expectance to talk to my cousins and uncles when i reach , i sat awhile and there came an arguement. ah kiong: eh, bee , go buy beer(in cantonese) ah bee: huh? beer? open party arh? (cantonese) than ah bee slam the table and started shouting.
everyone came and pulled him away. he threw the tissuebox at ah kiong. i almost punch him zzz cause i know what's going on.
he wanted to buy beer not for himself. it's for an uncle. he loves to drink , so he wanted to buy some for this brother. than ah bee anyhow throw temper. zzz , got me fed-up also.
today , they burnt the paper house and stuff. it was huge. i think i can put 10 of me on the plateform. than they burn it , zzz i was standing 2 or 3m from the fire but i still felt extreme heat.
zz tml's another long day. i hope i get to see .............
andrew