i still have it at the back of my head. once in a blue moon , we'll chat =) im glad.
came home straight after school today. did basically nth.. zzz not even study. arh! i need a life. well , im certain of what i want... but im not sure how im gona get it... whether God will giv and money is another issue... hais.
despite everything. u're still far away. school is the only place. no where eles.
alrite! im feeling sore-ness thx to him. lol , oh well , it's over. there's still school tml.
ok there are somethings that im setting right. hah , i dun feel like going to school tml. but i'll still go. school's more important. alrite , 2ndly got to clear my debt. i owe friends money. owed for a long time. although they seldom ask, im getting ''paiseh'' so im gona save up.
2ndly, what Mrs choi proposed in our class wasnt that bad an idea. although it was like 9hrs of study. with breaks and all. it would be quite worth it. usually we would waste time away.
i will always be online and slack around. viewing friendster , blogs , blah blah blah. or watch tv , ply guitar wasting precious time la. time to change.
oh tml i'm going to apologise for my absence in physics.
something i realised today man... hahaha , there are those that care =) chris and seb and chris's dog(LOLL) took care of me. haha , ter , mena , xu , cel , jo and all the 5a1s they cared. some even msg me =) lol although some damn funny, congrats me -.- arh...
man , im trying to reach some friends now. cant get to them. need someone to talk to -.-
so much things inside me , wana say , grrr , anyone see this post , call me can?
im not cheesun. im not myself. weird i know... but aiya , just duno what to do
went bishan to study with ter and jowell.. eh.. than cel came, chris came too. walked around bishan. slack , ate with chris. had a long talk with chris.
I MADE A PACT WITH HIM. I'LL DECLARE IT RIGHT HERE.
we're quitting smoking from today onwards. if anyone catch me smoking , wack the hell out of me. and there will be as little vulgarities as possible. lol , catch me scolding like crazy , tell me.
lol, i was rotting at home la. rotting at home on your birthday isn't cool. called chris, that idiot told me he was going to meet jesslyn.
called ter , he say call me back later. called seb , he say he was sleeping. called shuan , he was busy with his hair. called trac , no one answer.
than terrence told me he quarrel with jo went pasir ris to meet him. i was feeling weird. why pasir ris... expected something..until jo called. lol
end up , it was all a hoarse.. they planned a bbq for me. haha , best present of all. although they bought some useless items -.-
KAILSHEN WAS THE BEST. lol , ter jo cel xu went coupling. the rest of us were laughing like crazy. kailshen that evil kid was using his mother , his brother, his brother's gf , his maid , his sister , taxi drivers ,bus drivers, prank calls , his neighbour. lol basically , he's a bastard. hahahaha! ks , im kidding=)
i was prepared for a birthday bash the momment i reach there. lol , i end up being a victim of the cake war. -.- i feel quite disgusted now... 1st PERSON - JOWELL CHUA she ask me look there, than she threw the whole piece cake in my face. 2nd PERSON - YAP KAILSHEN that siao kia...erm nono that cao kia. than i got crazy. used the cake as WAX rubb into ppl's hair =) the only guy that was so hum was chris. ahahaha
hah... thanks alot guys , really. those at the bbq : terrence , mena , chris , seb ,xubin , boon ,celeste , jowell , johnson , grayson , joel , junxiang , zhengxiang , wilfred , weilie , tommy AND KAILSHEN. the rest , im sry i forgot who eles went....sry..sry..
nothing seem to go wrong.. but i just feel.. shall not blog about this=)
dont feel like im me-.- feel like a different person... zzzz.
made so much mistakes man. well , they're irrevertable. shall accept it.
im glad to have friends around me=) although im irritating..hahahaha
ok... today was weird.. gambled, at open plaza. won some money from lewis... he seems upset... lol, shouldnt have started gambling in the 1st place..
well , it's 2 oclock now.. i dun feel like sleeping. i guess i'll write my book=) perhaps....planning how to write my book=) im getting excited about it now!
oh yah , there's something going on between chris and ter.. weird luh-.- i trust they wont do anything funny.. one starting to get the kick of it.. the other weary of it.. it just doesnt click-.-
tml's thursday.. how am i suppose to msg her to ask her out on friday.. i'll try i guess... i dont even know how to start...damit! if my wishes can stack..( it does sound stupid) i'll make 3 of the same wishes.. God! dao ka chiu pls!
i keep having this feeling... i need to write a book. it's been going on for weeks. i've decided , im gona do it=) many are gona laugh at me, im sure of it.
went to meet ter ,jowell and boon. ate at bishan and went to hang around cityhall.. played pool at marina square =) played badly-.-
went to slack at esplanade , things got worst there... everyone's face was gloomy.. called my friends, everyone was not around. thought they say they'll be around dbg -.-
zz , went with ter and jowell , met lewis and friends... played dota , half way.. something cropped up , lol , shouldnt blog about this..
something worst happen-.- walked jowell to dbg.
both aren't at fault. the issue is, one love , but do not know how to express. the other loves , but have not been through and do not understand... he fear to lose her. she fear to let him. he needs time, she needs to believe.
andrew