just when i was getting positive... just when the false came up.
seb: here la here la ( just outside schgate) me: ok..
5mins later..
NEA officer : you , you and you , ic us: fuck -.-
now im really screwed. if only i can get out of the sch. private or whatever. i wont be getting use to this life any soon.
what decisions you made in the past gives you the future. so true man.. spoke to J recently...
i still remember.. long ago when i got my psle result. he told me to go to anderson secondary for NA course. but i was stubborn , wanted express, got into bpss in the end , i flunked , dropped to NA. however , bpss NA and anderson's NA rather diff.
now he tells me. ah J: ehs , you listen up( holds my neck) , get stubborn again , you're finish. ah J: we dun have much chance in life. psle? yes 1 , o level? 2 how many years do you wana regret?
cant get the idea off my head. i really wana get a private diploma. it'll take me 1 year. meanwhile i can do my O's( 2 subjects) after 1 year , i'll have my diploma cert + a better O level cert. i'll go to a poly than. wouldnt it be better?