hiding between your blanket.
snugging.

i must say things don't feel right again.
where was the ''great'' feeling i once had.

you never need to count the days to weekend.
because everyday's just as fun.
you don't bother about money
because there isn't much to spend..

oh where is it where is it..
i have to get back on track.
discipline is all i need.

beautiful people.
what do you see?

i'm feeling sick..
still between time.

went taka ytd.
ate ajisen with sandra and trac.
waited for chloe to finish work..

what a mess , what a mess.
things that are left untouched always spoils.
what a mess , what a mess.

panadols

i feel like a joke.

seems like everything alright.
but it's not.

it's gona happen.
all over again.

zzz, facing it is better than running away.
i have to try to settle this.
otherwise.
i'll end it.

i just don't feel right.
cause i know who's the real ones that help.
and who are plastics.

bath~

i just realise.

i'm a complete idiot.
useless.
-__-

i'm gona start working soon.
money's always the issue.
i'll overcome it.

at last, Accounting CA over...

zzz , made 1 stupid mistake..
didnt know whether there's any more but i bet there's alot.

hope i don't do too badly.

urghs , today duno good or bad..
zzz nothing bad happen , nothing good happen either.

even gym didnt make me feel better.
zz , my left hand have a big blue black now..
i have a fucking classmate that pinch me for no reason on tuesday.
zzz , almost slap her hard.
serious. i swear i had blood rush. almost blew.

zzz , she better dont piss me off anymore.

hais.....another day tmr.

haiz.
suddenly feel so stress.
so many things to juggle.
friends, family , *** , school , money!
zzz how.

so many things
too tired until i kept sleeping in class.
zzz.
got to stay focus.
main objective is to study!

so many things
so little time.
fucked up freedom.
i feel caged / leashed up.
zz

ok.
went to meet chris today.
went amk hub to book *****
bus-ed down to np , met jo.
than continued the journey to sp to meet trac.
ate at sp.

SP's food.
zzzz , cannot make it.

went to tpy , settled alot of stuff.
but i still didnt buy my shoes.
zzz.
i guess , i'll wait until after my pay comes
than i get a good pair.
zzz only 420 lehs.
must get so many things.
tailor shirt , jeans , shoes , perfume.
than have to save some.
have to give parents
have to treat here treat there.

the other 2 pay must wait until next week or month.
fed up.

i miss my life few months ago.
damn relax.
sch & gym only.
weekends - catch a drink with remus.
now i can hardly meet him.
zzzzz.

oh well.
sch tmr.