haiz. suddenly feel so stress. so many things to juggle. friends, family , *** , school , money! zzz how.
so many things too tired until i kept sleeping in class. zzz. got to stay focus. main objective is to study!
so many things so little time. fucked up freedom. i feel caged / leashed up. zz
ok. went to meet chris today. went amk hub to book ***** bus-ed down to np , met jo. than continued the journey to sp to meet trac. ate at sp.
SP's food. zzzz , cannot make it.
went to tpy , settled alot of stuff. but i still didnt buy my shoes. zzz. i guess , i'll wait until after my pay comes than i get a good pair. zzz only 420 lehs. must get so many things. tailor shirt , jeans , shoes , perfume. than have to save some. have to give parents have to treat here treat there.
the other 2 pay must wait until next week or month. fed up.
i miss my life few months ago. damn relax. sch & gym only. weekends - catch a drink with remus. now i can hardly meet him. zzzzz.
andrew